life

sometimes i just think we are so fuckin pathetic like someone might be sad because of some insignificant thing when there are people out there that are dealing with some heavy shit and they don't complain once. i guess were all insignificant in the big picture but then i think who gives a fuck think about yourself. you don't have to act all tuff because your own personal problems are nothing compared to others. a while back a kid on his motorbike died while riding on the road. stuck by a car cause he was speeding and over in the other lane. dead. his parents and younger brother away on holiday, they hear about it and come straight. home sweet home aye. a while later the dad hangs himself and his wife finds him hanging in the garages, lifeless. now there is only mum and son left. i don't think i could handle this. i cant even right this down, i just don't understand how why this could happen to one family. i dunno what I'm trying to get at. fuck god. i feel really lucky that i haven't had to deal with anything like this in my life so far. most people will never. i feel sorry for those who do......